In a relationship!

For all you bloggers out there....... Im taken by an amazing guy that I could see giving my whole heart to.  He is amazing and even though our heights are very close and I have always said that I wanted a man that was tall, you can't help who you feel yourself being pulled to.  Every time Im with him my heart skips a beat. He already knows that I like to be held all pulled really close cause it makes me feel safe.  He has no problem holding my hand or my legs or hips, which happen to be some of my favorite spots.  When I look into his eyes, I see everything that I have ever wanted from someone.  He reminds me of my daddy in the soft inside and hard outside maybe that's why Im soo attracted to him.  Daddy's girls always seem to marry someone similar to their daddy. I could ask for a closer comparison.  I know I sound like a lovesick puppy and I might be saying all this a little quickly but I have that gut feeling thing. I have been hiding my feelings for him by trying to be like no I don't want to date him but I was denying what I want.  Im tired of finding something wrong with everyone and letting that be the reason that I don't take a chance.  Im jumping in with all that I have cause I can't hide my heart because Im scared to get hurt again or end up with someone I could never see myself with in the long term.  How do you know this when you honestly don't know that person?

Seth told me one night when we were cuddling that he wasn't sure what was going to happen with us and that he almost gave up hope.  I was pushing away someone that I truely cared about like I usually do but then I realized how I felt and we ended up getting together.  The best part of our days is when we get to cuddle on the lovesacs, a.k.a. a bean bag but it is filled with foam, and I know this for sure because he tells me every night and I know that I feel this way! Well guys I'm off to dinner because I haven't had it yet and I'm starving! So I will catch you guys later! Thanks for reading my blog.

P.S. Next time, I will have to tell you about all that has happened with Raymond since my relationship began. Let's just say that it makes me want to cry every time I talk about it.